I teared up just a little

So a couple of weeks ago I said goodbye to My 'Regular'. He moved to Michigan( i think). He got a scholarship to play rugby or something which is a great thing. I am truely happy for him but when he first dropped the bomb on me i really thought i might cry. I mean We've been hooking up on and off for extended peirod of time and i grew attached not like i was in love but like hey I've known you intimately for some time. I will miss "hanging out" however he is counter productive to my mission. we had a proper good bye and as tradition would have it i was sore and in pain for the following couple of days. So onwards in my search for love and so long Mr. Regular.