I teared up just a little

So a couple of weeks ago I said goodbye to My 'Regular'. He moved to Michigan( i think). He got a scholarship to play rugby or something which is a great thing. I am truely happy for him but when he first dropped the bomb on me i really thought i might cry. I mean We've been hooking up on and off for extended peirod of time and i grew attached not like i was in love but like hey I've known you intimately for some time. I will miss "hanging out" however he is counter productive to my mission. we had a proper good bye and as tradition would have it i was sore and in pain for the following couple of days. So onwards in my search for love and so long Mr. Regular.

The Joys of Texting... Eh YOU SUCK!

So I have this thing about texting and i'm sure it's not just me but i'm the only one who says anything. WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE TO TEXT YOU? WHY CAN'T YOU EVER TEXT ME FIRST? I've noticed that with my all my male friends If I don't text them first then the likely hood of having a conversation is slim to none. It drives me crazy. It's like i want to talk to you and say hi and have a nonsense conversation about absolutely nothing but i don't want to come off as psycho-texter chick that's always blowing up your phone.  It'd just be nice to get a text every once and while from you saying hi and asking me about my day. Is that too much to ask for??  It's almost like a cruel joke trying to make oil and water live in perfect harmony. Men and women are so different and we drive eachother crazy but we can't live without one another( or at least most of us can't)  We communicate differently. we think differently. we feel differently. Makes you wonder if gay people have it easier?

WOW

Ok so I've totally neglected my blog. I have had a lot more school work than i was expecting and I haven't figured out how to delegate my time. So my bad. But i do plan to get back on the bandwagon like yesterday.

So lets see since last we spoke my prospect pool for potential relationships has been rather stagnant. My life is kind of hectic. Lame I know. Most recently, like within the last week a young cutie hit me up. He's big into basketball. So lets call him Hoopster.He's cute and fun but he's younger than me. I've sworn off younger men, it never works out. but then again older guys haven't worked out either. He's only like a year younger than me, that's like being the same age right?? He seems pretty awesome. We've been texting like crazy.  I've definitely been enjoying the attention. Sometimes i think i like the attention more than anything. Maybe that's why i get bored in relationships. 

So Hoopster and I have been texting then out of the blue this other guy that i've talked to on and off for a couple of years messaged me. I'll call him MaMa's Boy. That's the one thing that stands out about him. We haven't talked in a while so my mind is blank. you know what they say, outta sight outta mind. I think he bowls and the only reason i can come to that conclusion is because his SN references bowling. Although now that i'm straining my brain trying to figure this guy out i just realized that I am friends with him on Facebook, I should go stalk him when im done.

Old men LOVE me

          Apparently there's something about me that older men like. And by older I'm referring to like 31 and up. I'm confused as to why. I've only been able to stumble upon 2 of my own conclusions and there one that I've heard time and time again.  One of the reasons I've come up with is that I'm very mature for my age and it must radiate from my essence. I'm practical and a lot more realistic than most women my age too. My second conclusion is the opposite. I'm thinking that old men must assume that because I'm younger I'm vulnerable and easy. I have to say that's a horrible assumption though. I don't have any kind of Daddy complexes that make me want to be romantically involved with a man my father's age. I'm comfortable enough to admit that a 42 year old is attractive however I'm not one of those girls that can just ignore age. If you're 20 years older than me what can we possibly talk about?? When I bring you home to my parents for dinner how awkward is that is that when you actually know what they are talking about when they reference something from their childhood or young adulthood?? Not Cool. Maybe for some it works but not for me. I like older guys, but guys are like 2-5 years older; definitely not more than that.

        So the #3 reason that I've actually heard guys say is because I'M BLACK. I've had numerous older men tell me it's a fantasy of theirs to be with a black woman. I am attractive and curvy and BLACK. But i will never get used to hearing that from men. Is it really necessary for you to tell me you are interested in me because of the color of my skin?? That would be like me telling a guy I only want to screw him because he has blue eyes. How silly right?? There's more to a person than their physical features. And what's with the obsession with black women, are we supposed to be better in bed? Or freakier? Perhaps one of these days I'll know the answer. 


       I may be wrong for saying this, but I think the only time I would ever consider being with an older man would be if there was a considerable amount of money involved and never having to see him naked in the light. I like money. but then again who doesn't?  Love doesn't pay bills or keep me looking fabulous with a Fendi wallet in my purse.  I'm not saying money is everything but it is definitely worth something in a relationship.

School has started

       So I went back to school last week. It was good. I'm glad to be back in school. I was kind of thinking that maybe there would be a cute guy in my class that i could get to know. THAT WAS NOT THE CASE THOUGH. I can recall one cute guy in my Event risk management class but as luck would have it, HE'S GAY! my classes have a lot of older guys and females. Not my cup of tea. I don't think I've been hurt enough by men to switch over to the other side. Women are lovely and sexy however I'd rather have Steak and potatoes instead of Tuna salad.  I should take advantage of my school's full potential though. I mean just because there aren't any cute guys in my classes doesn't mean that there aren't cute guys in other classes.  So instead of going home between my classes on Monday and Tuesday I'm going to stay  on campus. There's gotta be one cute guy worth talking to that isn't gay or taken.

      I can't believe I'm going to be this honest but I've decided to just go for it. I've always had a fantasy of having a relationship with my teacher. I think that's so hott. It's the big elephant in the room that nobody knows is there because it's between the teacher and I. It's a huge turn on. I'm not sure I've had a college professor that I was interested in but I know in high school there were at least 2 teachers I can think of that i thought were really hott.  How amazing would that be to finally hook up with one, they are married now though. I seem to be attracted to marry men. That's a whole other blog though.

    So how long am I going to be single for? My last relationship ended in August. So for 7 months I've been busy and content. Honestly I didn't start thinking about being in a relationship till like a month before my birthday.  For some reason my birthday always makes me think about my life and love in my life. For some unexplainable reason I never seem to dating anyone on My Birthday, Christmas, New Year's, Thanksgiving, Valentine's Day, and Halloween. My relationship months are March through August. Well my relationship season is in full swing so maybe I'll meet someone soon, That i can date till August and find myself back in my single shoes for the rest of the year.
 

The Bridal Expo

Last Sunday i went to the bridal expo. I know what you are thinking, she's not getting married, why is she going to the expo?? One, it was research and two, I LOVE WEDDINGS people! I'm all about the weddings. Sunday's are one of my favorite days of the week because I get to watch Amazing wedding cakes, My Fair wedding with David Tutera, and Rich bride, Poor bride.  So anyways back to the Expo, two words: Daytona Sucks. I was not overly impressed with it. The advertising was hugely overstated.

So my Issues with the expo were: 50% of the vendors were photographers,there's more to a wedding than photos, no disrespect to photographers. I know one. I just wish there was more variety. Where were the catering companies? Transportation companies? Dress shops?  There were 2 specialty cake vendors. I know we have a lot more than that in the Volusia county area. So aside from variety being absent from the expo the business cards were ridiculous. The majority of the cards didn't have an address for the company. One of them had the most ridiculous design  logo covering up the theme of their upcoming wedding collection. Another card had a personal photo of the owner. I'm not a fan. a picture of your face on your business card isn't the deciding factor on weather or not im going to do business with you. I'm more concerned about the work you do and how well you can do it.  

The fashion was lacking. Someone put 60% thought into the idea but didn't follow through. They had guys dressed up in tuxes, which was nice. BUT then they had girls walking around in wedding dresses, but their hair wasn't done up, no glamorous make-up, and tattoos on display. It was a little trashy looking in my opinion. Anyone can walk around in a dress but if you're trying to sell a product, you gotta make it look good. It's a wedding, it's a classy event 90% of the time. So why didn't these girls look like a million bucks??? There was also a fashion show. Positive: They had two big girls representing. Negative: most of the models didn't seem overly excited to be walking down the shortest runway. Ladies, it's Daytona, NOT PARIS. It's ok to smile and have fun.  Oh and before i forget One girl had the ugliest brown shoes on and she wore them with each dress she wore on the runway, but they didn't match any of the dresses. David's bridal, what were you thinking??


One of the most exciting things i saw at the expo:

No time like the present

So the other day I was watching "Say 'yes' to the dress" on WE tv and I realized that Weddings are expensive. Like i know weddings are expensive but sometimes i don't realize how expensive they are. So Ive decided that I'm going to start a wedding fund. I always have lots of change in the bottom of my purse and in the ash tray in my car so I might as well put it to good use. So let the saving begin. I want a Fabulous wedding and i can't exactly wait till someone pops the question to pull $50,000 out of my ass.


And in the event that i don't get married I'll have a nice chunk of money to go on a shopping spree with. Yay shopping.